Okay

So this is the REAL me.
I'm shy, i'm insecure. I do NOT trust people easily.
I'm a jealous fuck, i love attention.
I get upset real easy, but i wont show it.
I have a billion and one flaws, i don't like looking at myself.
I'm fucking shit scared of clowns.
I don't LOVE anyone easily, and i find it hard to let go.
I have anger issues, i get worked up too easily.
I bite my lip piercings when i'm nervous.
I hate being belittled, i hate being made fun of.
I never cry, but lately i have been.
I hate when that girl breaks my heart over and over.

I'm nowhere near being perfect, i'm a screwup and thats the way i've always been.
I'm not looking for sympathy, just a little understanding.

I'm sick of being that guy that i'm not anymore.
I couldn't give a fuck about life anymore. I've grown up.
I'll live however the fuck i want to.